Stupid Szeyie

Szeyie says:

I JUST CUT MY BANGS!

from: Sinyen

hi + low =hilow

heeeeey-low people. (: i'm save here in Taiping.
haha! of course i'll be save. *stupid me* 
the bad thing is i don't have my camera (canon G10) with me.
i only got that old camera (canon ?? 5.5mp only) now.
my sister took my camera to hong kong. :(
i'll use my phone or my mom's phone i guess.
and oh, Taiping's got a new hotel. friggin cool!
coolest in town. haha! the best hotel in Taiping.
damn nice, swimming pool all. *i didn't bring my swimsuit*
the swimming pool is in the highest floor and when you're in
the water, you can see the view from the highest floor in the pool.
cool right? :/ no camera *cries* i'm currently in my aunt's house,
updating my blog here. ;P i brought my laptop, will online later.
owh, it's Flemington Hotel. :D the sky bar is seriously cool.
haha! went to my uncle's restaurant in the hotel just now.
as delicious as always. okay, got to go now. my aunt wanna use already.
i'll update asap. weeeeeeeeeeee~ exam's over. toodles~

c-sors, gum-berling and don't forget, my chiper guy!

hello~ seni 2 and sej waiting for meeee. woohooo!
i'm soooo excited.

-going on a vacation. wooosh!

sejarah sucks. haha!

so long my friend. bye~

sleepy but i can't sleep.

hi, i'm wasting my time now.

doing stupid stuff. =.=

comfy water.

2 more days! and exam's over! hi5. omgosh, so excited.
today? wait, let me think. what subjects? oh ya, maths + kh.
maths as usual, no comment, kh same too. no comments.
tomorrow's science. haha! science and moral. many people failed sivik. =.=
almost 3/4 of the questions is about politics. funny rite?
don't even know a single thing about the politics.
and guess what? i got highest for my art project! hurray! animation.
i thought i would get very low, but teacher said i got the highest.
maybe coz my character was doing a split in the last frame. :D
okay, so long. buuuh-bye.

i want something hanging on your head.

hahaha! day 2 was ok.

nothing much, coz english and sivik + seni 1.

so nothing much to study about. just those literature.

tomorrow! woooo! mathss! KH!

trying to study KH now.

seems like i lost one of my textbooks. =.=

ahhh, nvm, just skip to the exercises part.

i know i won't get an A but at least, please pass.

:) maths. wooo wooo! have been waiting.

i'm sooooo x-si-ted (excited) but at the same time, scared.

i'm soooo happy, for no reasons.

just feel like jumping, playing, anything.

thats all. owh, my sister's going to hong kong,

few more hours time, for a week. i'm gonna miss you. :'(

note : 3 MORE DAYS! WOOOHOOO!

somewhere i can complain.

i feel muccccch better now. thanks to my daddy. :D
he's always there for me. yaaah, most of the time.
he brought me to mcd for ice creams. woooo!
and told me sooooo many things about life.
i loveeeee him. and i serious felt much better.
sinyen was the one who is supposed to eat ice creams with me.
=.= stupid girl. always not going to tuition.
i'm always aloneeeeeeee~ haha! okay, that's all.
oh ya, about my exam today. hmmm. okok lor.
my karangan was about killing my own grandmother. :O
damn bad rite? but i was rushing, thought of killing.
hahaha! tomorrow's english, sivik and seni 1.
not studying! wooooo! toodles~

note : 4 more days and i'm freeeeeeeeeeee!

stop all these nonsense. no more kiddo's stuff. be serious.

Friends are not dogs, friends are suppose to be close.
You can just tell me you dislike me.
Don't be a hypocrite. Close = dog?
Is that what you think about friends?
What makes you think sinyen follows me like a dog?
Did i do anything against you two?
What is up with you two?
I treated both of you well if you realised.
Why can't we all be good friends?
Why must talk bad about one another? Is that fun?!
You both happy to see us argue?
I believe sinyen just keep her mouth shut when you both
talk about me because i believe she's my friend.
Friends don't betray one another.
i'm writing this again here to let you know the definition of friends.
i don't want you to apologize and i'm not angry.
I'm tired of all these. Of course you don't have this
feeling towards me because i guess you never
thought i am one of your friend.
I'm just someone you wanna compete with.
Same like sinyen. It's ok for what you think about me.
How you jugde me because i cannot change you mind.
Just that i thought you two should leave this behind and handle it with maturity.
Okay? Don't come to school tomorrow and look at me like your enemy
because i have different thoughts. Stop all these nonsense.
And stay out of our problems.

WE DON'T NEED YOUR JUDGEMENT.

i would love to hear your voice right now.

hello! see that face? the lan c face. haha!

i didn't study. =(  sinyen, she's a hypocrite.

a while more, after my mcdonald's delivery. haha!

i'm sooooo hungry. and i'm soooo fat.

eat = fats.

so, here's my new laptop! wooo!

ACER 4810TZ

I LIKE THIS SCREEN SAVER. WOOO!

hmmm, not much to talk about.

i'm listening to some songs now.

i don't have the panic feeling yet.

like 'omgosh! tomorrow's exam'

funny? ;P bye.

i'm repeating the same mistakes again.

i was wrong most of the time.

now i get what they mean.

but still, i wanted to ask 'why'?

i did my best to make you move,

but you choose to stay.

i have nothing more to say.

lies always make people feel good,

but the truth, hurts.

:x

becareful when you walk, don't slip.

so i went to this place, somewhere near sinyen's father's shop

just now, i mean after school to collect my ic and my dad's one.

my ic was like, spoilt, the thingy can't be scan when i was about

to get my own atm card. ):  and my dad's? i don't know.

it was raining so heavily, we were forced to walk under the rain

because there was no any other place for the car. >.<

we were looking for the umbrella and it's not there.

he lost it. =,= so he took the shirt he wore this morning when he went jogging,

and i took a cowboy hat that somehow appeared when i was looking around.

haha! darn funny. those malays looking at me, like i'm some kind of

freak, wearing cowboy hat walking around. hahaha!

waited soooo long because they're having lunch.

after 1++ hour, we finally managed to get in. (:

and of course, the cowboy hat : off my head. x)

my new ic. wooo! i look damn fugly in this picture.

damn fat. haha! i wasn't ready that time + i was sleepy,

it was early, around 11am, weekends what. haha!

my dad and sis said, 'seriously looks like pig'

at least it's much better than the old one.

i was in std 6 when i got my ic. haha! worse!

ahhhh, exam's soooo soooo sooo near.

start that engine and go too-tooo.

bye. xoxo.

kiko said "you've got the brain but lack of KERAJINAN"

kiko's method  (:

Љŏŀ ™ says:
when you're studying
think of the people u hate (in class)
think of winning him/her
then all the spirit come

engine died. x0

Szeyie (: says:
trying to start
started
but ended

i studied sejarah bab 1 + 2.1 and geography 1.2. :D

vital?

i was wondering, extra large pictures are better or normal size?

tuition later. 'yikes' and it's math. 'gulps'

what if i can't do the questions? 'cries'

i think i can manage it. 'smiles'

even if i can't, i have to. 'slaps'

maths is the most important, for me.

i must do well. at least second highest in class.

okay, at least an A. rite rite rite?

teacher gave us some papers, and guess what?

i got 36 correcto out of 40.

that's kinda bad. very bad actually.

c'mon, at least 39/40. aiming for that.

bye.

heart in a chain.

if you're happy and you know it, clap your hand.
if you're happy and you know it, clap your hand.
if you're happy and you know it, and you really wanna show it,
if you're happy and you know it, clap your hand.

correct? haha, not so sure. today, hmm. i'll rate : 3/5.
it was 5/5 because i was sleepy, due to last night, sleeping so late.

thats all, study time!

HAVE TO STUDY, ONE LAST TIME FOR 2009!

breaking down.

i'm not sleeping yet, it's kinda late already.

don't wanna have dark circles. most of the humans i know

are sleeping, dreaming but me ??

let me waste some time before sleeping. feels better i guess.

good news = bad news

my mood's really unstable these few days.

*nono, not pms. definitely not.*

something like, when you got a good news, you'll definitely have a bad one waiting.

everything is just so.....messed up? i'm not studying (yet).

but i know i must, i don't wanna end up dropping class.

maybe i'll start tomorrow. i have some homeworks waiting for me.

homeworks yelling, 'szeyie szeyie, i wanna be well done'

something that i really looked forward to has lost!

kinda disappointed actually, thats the bad news i guess.

good news? not yet? i passed up my sejarah folio?

is that some kind of good news? noooo, that's my hard work.

i know, i'm talking shittt right now. not even sure about what i'm trying to say.

just c'mon, give me some good news.

have to put in more effort to study then everything will

return to its place. i bet everything will be back if i can do my

exam properly and pass with flying colours.

stop crapping, more working.

bye.

siao siao one.

siao siao one. cari pasal.

the whole thing's, gone?

i lost something that i really wanted.

seriously. it's not about some stupid guys or what.

it's something, that i wanted, badly.

Living in a world full of colours.

look at yourself. that's you!
you can't change anything!
not even a piece of shit.
ok? i suck, sometimes.

mind me, i'm sad over something.

really, why must it end up like that?

i hope everything will be alright by tomorrow,

FOR TODAY EVERYTHING SUCKS,
EXCEPT, PT SESSION.

 YOU ROCK MR JASON!

bye.

happy birthday michy.

Familiar with the picture above?

i know i know, i posted that picture a lot of times already.

but i really like this picture, and i think this is the only picture

i took with michelle, alone, only me and her.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHY! (:

sorry for not wishing you after midnight. D:

i was dead tired so i read my book for a while and fell asleep.

though we fight sometimes, and i admit, i hate you.

but still, :D heh heh. happy birthday.

toodles~


note : shit, i realised i wore a pair of expired lens for
*counting* 3 days! hahahahaha!

this is the potential breakup song.

i'm angry. booooo!

no lar, just joking, why should i be angry?

haha! but my eyes look angry rite? rite?

say yes, haha! so just now, a few hours ago,

i was in this singing contest, i think it's not so good.

but however, i will post up the video as soon as possible.

or when i'm free (someone said i'm always free)

not really, i have to do this, this and that, that. HAH!

nothing much to update about.

owh, about yesterday, my very first PT session.

my personal trainer mr jason, asked me not to be an ostrich or a camel,

coz i have some mistakes while i'm working out,

OSTRICH because i pulled my neck down.

CAMEL because i was hunching.

haha! i prefer to be a camel, got long eye lashes man.

BEACH BLONDES, is really interesting, damn addicting.

haha, thats all i guess. toodles~

13th October 2009 has just passed.

well, this post is a delayed post due some laziness technical problems

when transferring those pictures to this notebook.

i went to my sister's tuition class with her, i enjoyed myself

though i slept for half of the class. :)

i was doing my sejarah notes that time, a really messy one.

wonder why it's not in ink?

because i prefer pencil more than ink. ;)

my sister was real tired + frustrated this few days,

since she's back from melacca, i wonder why?

she'll be leaving to hong kong when my exam starts.

no sister for a weeeeek. how sad. :(

in the class, wanted to take more pictures but failed,

because i was really sleepy that time. zZzzz.

au revoir~

note : i wanna play some games already, and i shall

take a short nap before tuition later. :)

he looked perplexed, rite?

i didn't do anything today! not revising at all.

ohhh, nono, i forgot i read beach blondes. :)

went to gym, and signed up for PT COURSE! (personal training)

excited yet scared. hahahahaha! aching part. :(

when i was drying my hair, and someone was beside me.

*location : gym (fitness first) :P

very beautiful person : hey, are you a student or...?

me : owh, student. *smiles*

very beautiful person : really? how old are you?

me : fourteen.

very beautiful person : HARH! fourteen? one four?

me : yaaaa. *laughing* (used to it already)

very beautiful person : wow, hard to believe. *with the stunned look*

me : *smiles* *shy* *don't know what to reply*

very beautiful person : are you miss?

me : huh?

very beautiful person : are you miss?

*i was like, what is she saying?*

very beautiful person : hun xue er *in mandarin*

me : *analysing, is she asking me my chinese name* 

*finally got it* ohhh, mix is it? nono, not mixed.

very beautiful person : i thought either your mum or dad is

from western country.

me : owh, i look like one?

*i was saying in my mind, 'you look more like a hun xue er'

very beautiful person : you definitely do look like one. *smiles*

then she walked off to her locker and i continue drying my hair.

au revoir~ i wanna do something else already. :D

summer fever.

bought this book yesterday when i was in Popular.

woooo~ it was really nice.

okay, i don't it's really nice or not,

but so far, it's addicting. x)

Julianne and Sinyen wants to borrow it,

it's really thick, and sooo, i think it'll

take me quite a long time to read.

*i'm not a 'pro' reader*

hahahahaha! i want the 2nd series anyway,

so i guess i have to finish the 1st one.

i brought to school today,

reading without wrapping,

crime! so i quickly took off a wrapper

from one of my exercise book and wrapped it

as quickly as i can. it feels so uncomfortable

reading something without wrapping it first.

rite rite rite? i can't bear looking at the book without wrappers.

hahahaha! oppps, i need to focus more on the final year examination first.

ahhh~ i guess i'm still kinda relax, but wait till next week,

i'll be dead soon. =D

going to gym later. au revoir~

have you ever slept when you're teaching?

outfit of the day.
(hmmm, trying something new i guess)

guess whose birthday's today?
MY ELDEST SISTER!
sinyen asked me to show her a message.
i forgotten, heh~ (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!
ILOVEYOU!

i followed my sister to her tuition class,
it was funnn, those standard 3 kids are really funny.
even asked whether i'm a foreigner.
hahahaha!! damn cute.
that's the worksheet my sister prepared for them.
i slept in the class for half an hour?
and continue with my sejarah after that.

my niece was there, of course,
my sister teaches her tooo.
that's her 'place'.

asked her to take a photo of me there too,
i didn't sit there of course,
if i sat there, those little kids can't see a thing. >.<

went to aeon before that, ate in lavender,
some funny incidents happened.
they bumped into, she bumped into her.
hahaha! more pictures actually,
but so far this few only,
still trying to get use to this new laptop.
but managed to at least uploaded some pictures.
will post about today tomorrow.
ahhhhh~ lying down on my bed comfortably.

au revoir~ bye~

i'm spending time with you.

Szeyie (: says:
no camera now
so cant take pictures
you nvr put any pic in your dp izit?

Ratu says:
yeah
u oso??
hahha

Szeyie (: says:
yea, no pic in this laptop yet

Ratu says:
so cute la 2 of us

Szeyie (: says:
yerrrr
hahhaha!!
i need to blog about this
haha

au revoir~

calling from meee~

hey hey people, like i said in the previous few post,
i'll get my laptop today, sadly, the man didn't come.
haih. damn sad, you know the excited feeling then suddenly
say no more, damn potong stim. :(

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hahaha! i was joking actually, :D
i'm using my new laptop already. i love it. :)
i'm so happy, but darn lazy to transfer everything from the old
laptop to here. so no pictures. sooooooon~

okay, gotta check out this new thing.
au revoir~

hold me tight, here, right now, come.

ok, nyways, i went to sinyen's house today,

we planned to study, a while only,

did stupid stuff (took a video of us doing stupid stuff)

than just studying. =.=' wanna watch? :)

then after that, bla bla bla bla bla bla.

skip skip skip, forward forward forward,

went to sinyen's room, she tied my hair,

different different style. took a video of it too.

wanna see the process of me in two high pony tails?

hahaha! toodles~

note : getting my new laptop tomorrow. wee!

reveal reveal. boooo!

heyyyyy! i'm in sinyen's house right now. wooo~
we're studying but now resting, took a video of our studies.
hahahahahahahahahaahhahaha! au revoir~

yellow pebbles, yellow pencils, yellow erasers.

that's definitely not my niece.

coz she's not as cute as me. (perasan)

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

fucked up, everything!

arggghhhhh! sudden changes.

rainbow, i want.

hey, guess what?

*i realised i use 'guess what' a lot*

I WOKE UP AT 2PM.

wasted la, if i woke up at 11am,

i can do soooooo many things you know.

stupid. >.<>

so, last night, after gym, my sister stayed a lil while

in my house. she wants to mark her student's paper,

but turned out, both of us looking through all the old photo albums.

and it was fucking hilarious you know.

like, 'omg, very cuteeee'

then she say, 'last time you very cute one, now? *roll eyes*'

haha! very funnnnny, soooooo many albums,

and soooo messy, have to find one day, rearrange.

most of the photos was me. D:

hahaha! saw this very funny one.

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TADAAAA!

me & my eldest niece, we were very close last time,

coz i used to think that she's really cuteeee (true)

until my second niece appear. >.<

she looks like one of The Flintstones character rite?

the left one. hahahaha! we couldn't stop laughing last night.

darn a lot of funny pictures, i'll post more when i'm free.

i should be studying but i'm hungry.

EAT FIRST! :P

au revoir~

goodnite, sweet dreams + sleep tight.

camwhored just now, coz i was bored after my sister left.

:)

sadly, the guitar isn't mine, it's my brother's.

and this cap belongs to my cousin sister.

which future would you choose?

(i) after form 5, graduated at seventeen, take a course that

you're interested in and take it seriously like for 2 - 3 years.

after college, while waiting for results, do anything you want for

3 years, like for an example, working? fooling around?

shopping? or anything. after 3 years, you might probably be

22 or 23 year old, you'll go somewhere else, overseas and maybe

study (because you already know what you would like to be) or

explore the world (like trips and all) till whenever you like.

(ii) same like the above just that, the 3 years of free time,

you'll have to work and save as much money as you can,

and you will never use your family's money,

not even a single sen after 22 year old.

(iii) after form 5, graduated at seventeen and go take up

a course (law), take it seriously for few years,

go overseas and come back, become a lawyer.

or anything, like a successful person. and around 23 year

old, you'll have your own company, law firm or anything

that is really successful.

random. :)

i'm original not pirated.

heyyyy, seee that picture.

guess where the thing is?

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on a pig's skin?

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haha! lame la.

it was on my hand!

do you know why is it there?

it's because of my sister.

haha! she la, very funny.

she bought a stamp (original).

then she wanna try it somewhere.

i was infront of her, so she just *choooop*.

she said : there, on the pig's skin.

haha! they always say i look like pig.

=.= reallyy? even my friends say that.

really? REALLY? really?

just a random post.

i'm not sad or emo.

just not in the mood, like dull.

you know? i'm so happy.

so little time to be happy,

why not use all up?

:) toodles~

*i've got so many pictures that i wanna post,

but i hate to upload pictures,

blogger : boooo! thumbs down down down.

What if is never in reality.

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

ya, we'll never know.

well, this song (what if by kate winslet) reminds me of

the person i used to think i love. ):

andrew sent me the link few days ago, it was nice,

very meaningful, and everytime if i think the song is nice,

i'll go search for the lyrics and go understand it.

and this song, pretty suits the used to be 'US'.

if i had a chance to change things, i would like to,

but then, things are different now, rite?

so let's think about what's gonna happen next,

the big HOT chapter that'll appear and not

what had already happened. no use regretting now.

:) think positive and this will make you feel better.

i don't wanna go to school tomorrow. D: but then i had

to, because i have to take my pendrive back from cik wan

and also the art project. boo. :F suckkkkkkkk.

oh ya! i called my sister's friend just now and guess what?

i ordered the acer laptop already. (acer timeline 4810 TZ)

i'm sooooo excited, it shall arrive here by sunday or latest monday.

it's slim and light, wooooo! :DDDDDDDDDD

I hate your craps!

today, was really not that tired,

i thought today would be a really sleepy day for me,

but it ended up another way round.

school was okay, but some people were so abnormal.

like shit them. haha! oh, paul is soooooo cute.

i finally talked to paul, i even took a picture of him.

haha! he's really cute, and not annoying also. ;)

school was fun today actually, but after leaving school.

shit shit shits! i went to my singing class late,

that's not the bad thing, and i don't really have the mood to sing.

so ya, didn't sang well! really disappointed in myself. >>>=<

and guess what? my singing competition, next week!

next saturday, woooooo~ so fast. haven't even memorize the lyrics.

damn shitty, and i hope sinyen can go with me again in this second round.

really afraid that her mum won't let her go coz exam's near.

after singing lesson's over, i have to walk down, i mean staircase.

and guess what? I FELL! stupid rite? really angry.

feel like tearing, feel like shouting out loud to release the friggin temperature

that's making me burst. lucky no one saw, but it was painful. :(

not in the mood to go to gym with my sister at all.

but then after that, she persuaded me to go. and everything's alright.

*breaths* i almost die today, and i'm tired now due to the one hour

of hibernating last night. and, exam's postponed, one week later,

26th of october, was it good or bad? who cares. as long as i can pass with

flying colours. goodnite.

hey, i'm ready for craps.

hey hey, it's 6.41am, and i'm awake.

i showered a few minutes ago + washed my hair.

sudden eagerness to wash hair. hah!

surprisingly, i'm not tired. woooo~

going to dry my hair now and prepare for school.

au revoir~

Continue with your craps.

it's 4.27am right now, i can't shut my eyes properly.

i'm thinking bout something but i'm not sure what is it.

i guess i won't be sleeping. :(

bye.

Byeeeeeee, cut your craps.

It's 4.13am right now, and i'm going to hit the sack.

school tomorrow. [*thumbs down x2]

you made me lift up my cheeks and smile bravely without hesitation.

tooooooo cute to be trueeeeee~

♥

:) xoxo.

i miss my babies. ):

xin xin (posing) hui hui (innocent-looking face)

youngest baby.

pictures taken few months before.

ahhhh! i miss my babies soooo much.

i ♥ my nieces, but when they're here,

i tend to shout at them. stupid me! >.<

didn't spend much time with them.

but i still prefer them staying opposite of my house.

boooooooo! D: boooooooooooooo!

but lucky, i'm soooo lucky, that the eldest one,

is still here, with me, at least i still have an exaggerating

someone to talk to, to look at, to take naps with.

haha! soooo sorry for shouting at my babies.

sometimes really sad one leh, but you all la, too noisy.

miss them, i sooooo miss them.

if they're in my house rite now,

sleeping in the room beside mine,

i'll go kiss them, lie down with them, disturb them.

but then, :( only the eldest niece's here.

cannot disturb, she has school to attend tomorrow.

disturb who? hamster? no fun.

this is the time, where the pug comes in.

hahaha! ok, i should be doing something useful right now,

not sitting down here, blogging. haha!

OMFG! it's already 2.13am!

bye suckers.

not hitting the sack yet, nenenibubu. =P