Things have changed...

Things have changed so much

Yet I still long for your touch.
Why am I still here?
Suffering,
Needing,
Desiring,
Crying for you.

Where is the solace in my life?
Where is the voice that I used to hear call out to me?
Where is the love I thought I would never loose?

Things have changed so much

Sometimes I still hear you,
Feel you,
Miss you,
Long for you,
But you are not really there, only in my mind.

Things have changed so much

Serenity departed, now consumes me.
I know no love,
No happiness,
No dreams of that which is to become,
Of me,
Of you,
Of us?

Things have changed so much

Invisible I wish to be,
So the people around me will not see,
How odd,
How sad,
How desperate I become.

Things have changed so much

I died on the inside,
No heart to break,
No heart to heal over time.
I am lost without you.
You completed me,
But now I am only half the man,
Alone with your promises incomplete.

Things really have changed