First leaf falling

I guess I'd gone through tough times...where crying takes place...bitching takes place...hurting takes place...many many unnecessary things take place...which we fought and cried for that...*sigh*...this is life i guess...you know...stuff which you don't expect happens...some good some bad...

I don't want and must not
think bout that night again..
I'm really afraid that will happen again..

I really hate that night,
Which shouldn't happen.

Everyone needs a guardian angel...true?

Season??
Arrived??
It is so close yet so far..