as i promise.

so..yeah..here's the video.. =)

vanilla is really cute in this video.

How to tell jokes?

Okay. so here's some updates about my hamsters.
3 out of 5 died. 2 survived. xD not my fault this time.
Those picture's kinda blur, they move so fast.

this is vanilla~

this is muffin, the proud mother of vanilla and choco.

this is choco. =)

i'm gonna post a video of them in the next post.

damn adorable.

urgghhh! have problems uploading videos!

Love is an exploding cigar we willingly smoke.

Posted about friends yesterday. gonna post about family now. =)

This is a delayed post about 19 June 2009. brother, sisters, nieces all home that day. celebrated both Father's day and my mummy's bithday.

^ In Funa Zushi (lunch) ^

^Brother, mummy^

random.

^xin xin & hui hui^

wakame~

^miso shiru^

opppsy, forgotten its name.

The birthday woman*

delicious!

choco-lover

temaki.

my pretty babeh. xD

two fat ladies

bought all those stuff for them.

Bought Haagen Dazs.

the whole family!

She's the best.

Ilovethem.

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LOOK AT THEIR HILAROUS EXPRESSIONS! xD

Just for you, good friend.

Just expressing my feelings out through words.
My friends, please read this till the end.
I have important message for you guys.

I really don't believe in forever,
no, not at all.
after incidents happened,
i realised forever don't exist.
maybe for some but not for me.

I have many problems,
i can't tell or share with anyone,
i don't think the word
TRUE FRIENDS
in my wishlist should be striked.

I used to tell him all my problems
how's my day, why am i unhappy
why am i angry, why am i sad.
i'll share everything with him,
and he will comfort me if i'm sad
cool me down when i'm angry
share with me if i'm happy.
he always makes me happy.
Nobody understands me as well as he does.
Nobody knows what i want except him.
but i have to accept the fact that,
HE doesn't exist in this world anymore.
HE is just a memory in my mind.

I thought i have friends in my life,
helping me, be there for me,
comfort me, cool me down,
share with me.
I have many friends
but i don't have a true friend.
who understands me,
who share with me.

Living in this world for about 14 years,
THE WORD FRIENDS
means a lot to me.
I care for them and in return
they care for me.

Yes,
sometimes they care,
but sometimes they don't.
maybe they will think,
friends are not important,
i don't need them.

Friends fight,
argue, hate one another,
jealous, betray, gossip.
But, TRUE FRIENDS
don't do that.
because they understand each other.

I admit,
sometimes i comment about them,
argue with them.
but i don't really mean it,
i really wanna have be a true friend
who understands and will be there.

Bad friends will leave for boys/ girls.
Bad friends will hate you for love.
Bad friends will betray for advantages.
Bad friends will hide secrets from you for not trusting you.

Some of you,
don't trust me,
so do i,
don't trust you.

I may not be important for you.
But sincerely,
all of you are kinda important for me.

I love you,
we share laughter.
I don't like you,
for being selfish,
for betraying me,
for hiding things from me,
for leaving me alone,
for bad mouthing me,
for not understanding me.

Obviously,
Those bad stuff are more than those good stuff.

I know when some of you read this,
you will feel guilty,
hate me,
don't like the way i post.

I did betray my friends,
I did gossip bout them,
I did hate them.
But i still love them.

I'm depressed.
lonely, sad.

Sinyen with Ivan,
Julianne with Ian,
Ratu with Meiyee,
Michelle with Winnieko.

Though she's with Ivan
but sometimes she still ask me to join them.
Though she's with Ian
but she doesnt always go with him in school.
Though she's with Meiyee
but sometimes she still spend some time
teaching me things.
Though she's with Winnieko
but she will be there when i'm alone.

See,
They still love me.
Right? =)

I still have many people if the 'thoughs' is gone.

I really have many problems to share with you,
if you're willing to listen.
I really can comfort you,
if you're willing to share.
I really can be trusted,
if you're willing to trust.
I really can be a good friend,
if you're willing to be mine.

All of you just suddenly appear in my mind,
maybe because i miss you guys too much.

All my friends,
I wanna tell you,
non of you're not important to me.
all of you are the same.
YOU ARE ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS. =)

With enthusiasm

Sorry bloggy, for barbarously neglecting you for so long.

Planned to post about 19 June - celebrating father's day and my mummy's birthday.
But..my plan failed..and it's so late now. Gonna post about it tomorrow. =)

I better hit the sack before ...... ??

toodles~

Return indirectly

*i look stupid rite? O.o

My brother's home.. =)

Omgosh. he really lost weight. now he's with pacs and muscles in just only 3 months.

MIRACLE~~ xD
All of us gain weight except him.

And he got so many new stuff.

All better than mine. *asssihole*

He got that HTC phone, CREATIVE MP3, CREATIVE EARPHONES, MIZUNO SHOES, ADIDAS SHOES, NEW PSP, BOSS PERFUME but too bad, no camera.. xD

I'll take his stuffs and mine and will take picture. coming soon~~ *evil laughs*

I havta SLEEP now! :)

WENKI!

J a k e- says:
lol
i beg u
dun put botak wenki!

Szeyie~ says:
haha
good idea
haha

J a k e- says:
= =

Szeyie~ says:
haha
thank you BOTAK WENKI
haha!!

J a k e - says:
my god..

Buh-bye

BYE WENKI!!

*he's going NS on wednesday =)

Just a little drop of your yellow paint

Hmmm..just wondering..if only i know him.. =)

so, teacher gave out some of our mid-term exam results. kinda satisfied with my marks (not too high or too low either) it was ok after all the not-studying business. i have to update my blog more often as kiko and julianne said my blog is really boring nowadays.

gosh..tuition later..tired + lazy

be happy, smile :)

bye wenkuang (going NS on wednesday)

A magical sanctuary of love

*urggghhhh!! ARSEHOLE. got some stupid error. can't upload pictures, disconnecting in msn, everything got error. i hate my laptop. LAG!!

Get to upload that one picture only and it's so obvious that my niece is here again. =)
My best camwhore partners. will try to take more pictures with them this time, coz they're staying here till 22 June which is on next monday. woooo~ i'm so excited for both father's day and my mum's birthday. my brother will be coming home on either 16 or 17 of June from Singapore. yesssssh! =D friggin excited.

I'm so angry now!
Errors for everything!

Calm down calm down.

Breath in,
Breath out,
Breath in,
Breath out.

Okay. i'm feeling ok now. xD

I'm so tired.
Came back from camp at around 4 something and slept till 7 something.

Overall,
The camp was super fun!!

The theme was PENGUIN!!

Sriously fun,
no joke,
not joking,
not funny.

lame O.o"

my day is fine without him,
will my day be better with
him?

nawwww..i don't think so... xD

okay,
got to go get some comfy nighty sleepy now.

toodles.

(shit! homework not done)

Po-po-poker face

Firstly, CONGRATULATE ME!!

why?
because i have 5 BABY HAMMIES.
yea. muffin (female) born 5 baby hammies. just only i saw 5. can be 6. still not sure, this time i won't touch them. i guess i will give some out or maybe sell it. xD


Secondly, I want to thank those who helped me this few days. (cheering me up)
-My both sistas!! (ILOVEYOU)
-Sinyen
-Michelle
-Tzelim
-Julianne (who called me yesterday and kinda like scolded me. it's a good thing)
-Yonghan
-Chinrong

Thirdly, i want to tell all of you.

I'm off to CAMMMY!! (camp =.=)

bringing this pillow

mp3 (new earphones xD)

My CANON G10!!
(i was sort of like, a photographer there)



=D



memang like to syok sendiri. xD

toodles people~

off to cammy~~

All done!

yes!
finally.

blogskin = done!

and it's already 3 in the morning now. xD

Bury you. Bury me. But not her.

I'm feeling better now (better than yesterday).
Thanks to those who accompanied me (sinyen, tzelim, chinrong) yesterday night, cheering me up. And those who wished me goody lucky (michelle, sinyen, vincent) before the exam.

But after that, still, i can't close my eyes. I didn't get enough rest yesterday. I slept for like 3 to 4 hours only. Kept thinking of what he told me.
Really tired this morning, did badly in my piano exam just now.

The examiner was really friendly.
His last sentence, 'nice to meet you..hope to see you again..you're such a sweet thing'. =) syokkkk! *Julianne will say 'sweet?..geli' xD

Some pictures finally.

In Sinyen's house for 3 days 2 nights.

This picture was suppose to have the
'i m shorter than the tree' feeling.

I just wish i could smile like this everyday.

*i hate to cry, i really do hate crying*