Oh, you, a pile of bloody shit

This is what he sent to me on 18/5/2009 at 12.58am

Hi. I just want to tell you that i really love you.
I want to be the only special person to you that no one can
ever replace me. I really hope for that to happen.

I don't want to forget you. I don't want to lose you.
I will always be there for you. Always by your side.
No matter what happens. You're my smile.
You're my life cause i really do love you.
I really meant what i have said.
From the bottom of my heart.
Heart you always. =)
:~~name~~:

That no longer exist in his mind.
I asked him ' do you still love me? '
He used to say ' yaaaa...i love you always '
But yesterday he said ' i guess not that much..i love her now'

Is this what guys always do??
They tell you they love you like so much so much.

In the end..they will say...
' nawww..i don't '


I love you
from me to you
no longer exist since yesterday...

You love me
from you to me
no longer play in your mind...


Yeah.
It's a painful memory.

It's like he is using thousands of knives
stabbing my heart.

Repeatedly saying ' i love her now '


I admit i betray stab you thrice

But yesterday you stab me more than anyone could.
I gave you all my first..my kiss, my love, my everything.

What do i get in return?
YOU LOVING SOMEONE ELSE!!

People around me are saying..

'oh..blabla is so damn friggin good..better appreciate him'

This sentence no longer should be said.
It has finally came to the end.

Remember the cd?
1 year anniversary?

You proposed to me on 8/3/2009.
We are together on 8/3/2008.
All our passwords are the same.

But...
YOU CHANGED EVERYTHING THAT HAS
SOMETHING TO DO WITH ME

I'm not sad.
This is part of growing.

Thanks to you for letting me know.
YOU ARE JUST LIKE ANY OTHER ORDINARY GUYS.
YOU AIN'T SPECIAL!




oh..you are just a pile of bloody shit
i threw away long long time ago..