trouble is a my friend.

urgh, it's really disturbing. messed up man. totally messed up.

i tried to read, i felt sleepy.

i tried to sleep, i felt energetic.

i tried to play games, i felt like my eyes will close anytime.

i tried to download songs, my mind was blank.

i tried to pack, i don't have the mood.

i tried to listen to funny songs, i can't laugh.

i tried to read jokes, i felt lame.

i tried everything i can, i felt hopeless.

school's starting, i haven't buy anything yet.

i need : books.

i need to try the uniform, maybe i put on weight?

oh blue sands, can you tell me if i'll ever be happy.

oh blue sands, can i stay here forever.

it's a nice song. blue sands by yuna.

try listening to it. it's soothing. nice.

deeper conversation by yuna. it's nice too.

currently addicted to trouble is a friend by lenka.

windmill by charmaine sheh (from the drama Beyond The Realm of Conscience)

didn't go to gym this few days. blah.

feeeeel so hopeless now.

the only thing to do now is wait.

i hate waiting. everyone hates waiting.

waiting for the answer. kept guessing.

guessing's annoying. very.

what did she say again?

can you take me away?

questions, questions, questions.

i have so many questions that i wanna ask,

but who will give me answer.