tell me your sweet love hasnt died.

i had a good day today.

(minus the school and friends part)

getting really bored of dramas by her/him/anybody.

i just wanna live my life to the fullest.

i dont wanna see you act and pretend like you're always first.

i dont give a shit to you. coz you're also a pile of bloody shit.

(worse than my shit, hers/his bloody. lol)

i cant play that stupid song smoothly yet.

i love gym!

mr jason told me today after sharing some problems with him.

mr jason : you have us rite?

(us = referring to sis and him)

awww, thats sooo sweeet. thanks mr jason for gambateh-ing me.

did hardcore workouts today. pheeeeeewy. aching!

my sister came after gym and waited for 30 minutes.

SORRY SIS! i take bath memang very slow one.

tried on few teee. and bought almost all.

6 of them. in brands outlet. nice what the tee there!

i love this LEAVE ME ALONE! haha. cooool.

my sister wanted to buy LEAVE ME ALONE! too, but then no size already.

stupid rite? planned to have they sister teeeee.

i kinda like this too. :)

she looks sooo cacat here. like 'wth. what are you doing?'

HAHAHA!

sis : my eyes very small la.

me : come lets take a picture of us. enlarging our eyes.

ada difference? of course la! haha.

i told my sis on the way back :

many people, in fact most of the people think i simply love here and there.

but the fact is, i never LOVED anyone before.

i like only what. ada salah meh? and also, sometimes,

they dont really have the right to judge what kind of person i am.

but when we're back to this realistic world, humans judge.

sometimes i dont know whats so great if more boys talk to her.

like seriously, whats so great about that?

that will just make her name goeees down down down. poop.

all the way down when people around her think she's....

(skip that part)

conclusion, im not a person who play around,

and definitely not a person who simply love.

love is a strong word. the word LOVE is for my family only.

my friends dont even have the kind of LOVE from me.

*but i still kinda love muntat, kiko, leekern (for the pasta) kartigan etc.*

etc etc...

(need to skip, else some people out there say im trying to humiliate

them in my blog. no offend.)

seriously, i dont know whats going on now.

you and i, we both's just soo messed up now.

why? i dont know. maybe there's something wrong.

my dad : girls that get jealous over guys are stupid.

me : are you referring to me? every girls get jealous over guys la.

my dad : i just think they're stupid.

me : i dont know what to do.

my dad : ignore her/him/anyone.

YES SIR!

you love to compete, but you'll never win.

i wanna be ignorant.

i want them to hate me.

wth? haha! i cant think properly now.

too much things happened in a really short time.

you. yes you. have fun flirting or whatsoever.

because i just wanna play my piano! :D