Wednesday, February 3, 2010

im living in an anti-you world now.

im in genting! woooo~ if only i can escape from you.
that will never happen. i still have to face it. ACCEPT IT!
it's really really really *extremely* hard you know.
its like forcing you to do something you hate, a lot.
sigh, what to do. what can i do? its a small matter i know.
i have to thank her anyway for waking me up from my friends forever dream,
that i've been dreaming about all these while. i wil have to face something worse than this.
because once 'someone' did something, 'someone' will do the same thing again.
unless you seriously kick 'someone' out of your life and never talk to 'someone' again.
i didnt blame her or anybody, because its my fault for giving so much love
in our friendship, so much time, so much energy lastly so much trust had i given you.

im not going to school tomorrow, because i just wanna escape from this black brown hole for a while.
its killing me. i have to pretend and not be myself. just to make everyone :)  instead of  :(
try pretending to be someone else. ahaha, you'll know the feeling. =.= 

i know everything in my blog now sucks, i mean the recent post.
i know i know, i just cant help it. once my finger touches the keyboard,
everything's out. im not the i-will-keep-everything-to-myself person. O.O



oh, i bought quite a few things here. everything's on sale.
i didnt regret for being the mafan fella following my parents here.
i think im enjoying the joy of watching movie alone.
=)  yeaaaap, i watched Legion just now, all alone.
and wth, it was a nice movie, just that its tooooo short.
tooooo short, need more biting here and there, killing and all.
and guess what, cineplax (correct spelling?)  dont TOOT TOOOT all those bad words.
its much better than those with TOOOT you. son of a TOOOT. haha!
its an 18 above movie, its so easy to get ticket when im with my dad,
compared to that time, with my friends (julianne, kiko, sandra, sinyen, victor, alan).
we wanted to watch Quarantine, but they didnt allow us to enter,
so we watched a hong kong movie instead of quarantine. :(  how sad.

i think im talking to much craps now.
oh gosh, its already 2am, oh did i mention that im in starbucks right now.
im so lucky coz i dont have to think about homework now,
tomorrow, school and all! whereas you guys, have to wake up early tomorrow
go to school. (im unhappy because im gonna miss PJ tomorrow  :(((  )

okay, sunway post & taiwan post coming up.
:)  sunway post first. weoo~

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