Tell me that you need me.

It's not that easy to change someone's mind,

in fact sometimes, it can't be change at all.

Seriously, I hate tears. The tears want to speak out.

You can't stop them from flowing out.

Its true that you'll feel more emotional if you don't let them flow out.

Stopping them from flowing out's one the most difficult thing to do.

But the conflict will get TERRIBLE if you let them flow out.
At that moment, when you wanna move out, I feel like holding you

and hug you. But Im afraid you'll push me away, because

what Im thinking at that moment was far far different from what you were thinking.

I NEVER trusted them, but this time, its different,

You ask me why? I can't answer.
You may think that Im trying to make people around us pity me.

But no, its not like that. Definitely not.

Im the one embarrasing myself. Its true.

I embarrased myself. What the heck for?
Im just too naive to trust the promises that came out too fast.

Promises that were promised after the second you asked can't be trusted.

I apologized. That's the only thing Im able to do.

I learned a pretty good lesson today.

And I blame nobody. Its just part of my life.

This is the way it is, and it can't be treated with anything.

Its up to you whether you are ready to mend this broken hole.

I want to fix it, but I can't. I can't go so many steps back.

It's just too tough.

I have a bad feeling about the day I expected.