Saturday, April 24, 2010

This is something i don't like.

I talked to you properly.
I said hello. I did the best I could.
Im not feeling well but at least I didnt get all fussy.
You are talking rudely to me just because you are angry?
Angry at someone or something and you scolded me?
What have I done? I wanted to make you feel better.
I respected you. And you scolded me.
I can understand if you scold me because of something.
But I told you last night already! You didn't even tell me the answer.
And scold people out of sudden.

Im just trying to be nice to you. To be a person that you can trust.
Someone who can help. You can just show anger to me like that!
So easily? You're acting like you know me damn well.
Do you even know when you said something and it hurts me?
All I do is just keep quiet. I don't wanna speak out because I know you won't like it.

You asked for my opinions. I gave you my sincere advices.
You aren't happy with that and you go all URGH.
That's really what I think. If you don't like it then don't ask!

I want to rely on you. But I have no trust.
You used to be someone who speaks truly
about your own feelings. Someone who care about other's feelings.
Yes you still care about their feelings but not mine!
The more I keep the more you think that I don't have feelings.

I try to smile everytime you're unhappy. All I wanted is to see you cheerful again.
But what you did? Slew away and ignore me? Is that the best you can do?
I think Im useless because I cant make you smile, I can't make you feel better.
A vain attempt.

I know Im not supposed to post such thing here.
I have had enough. I have nobody to talk to.
Maybe you're really like that. I can't change the fact but to accept it.
I will try my very best to understand you.
And I hope you....will feel me and do the same.

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