You are back. Rite? :)

There, my mum's new panasonic lumix. :)

My sis bought a new one too. Black in colour. I will camwhore with it and post it up.

Hehhh. I guess my mum will laugh or smile if she sees my picture in her camera.

She's in Singapore now. And I miss her suddenly. :(

*picture taken in taiwan. so sweet rite?

Guess why I suddenly post this picture?

Coz I had a great time with Sinyen just now.

Ahh~ It has been such a long time since we spend time together like just now.

Being so close. I mean we're close, but we're closer...just now.

Though we argue sometimes. But i think it has been months since we last argued.

Rite? Haha.

<3

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It's kinda sad rite, when you trusted someone and he/she doesnt care about you

out of a sudden. Its like I have no idea what he/she has heard from others.

Or maybe I treated him/her badly. I thought of that for so long just now.

And I didn't think of anything that I have done wrongly.

Are you disappointed coz of something and you're not willing to tell me?

Coz you know, Im a bit upset about it. Its nice treating people well,

and see people smile. But its sad when he/she doesnt appreciate it.

Hurt. Heartbroken. I trusted you. I know you didnt betray me. I know you.

At least I think I know you. But if you really hate being with me, you can tell me.

At least let me know why are you like that suddenly.

Everytime I tried to talk to you nicely, you turned away.

You ignored me. Is he/she in a bad mood? What has happened?

Treating me like a stranger suddenly.

Hurt so much to know the ugly truth. If you're really pretending,

I prefer the the lies than the ugly truth.

I helped you in ways I can. You helped me, of course.

And you know I love you, sincerely, I have no other intentions.

I didnt get close to you just to use you.

I didnt get close to you just to know your secrets and tell everyone.

I just really wanna be someone that you can trust.

I told you things that I shouldn't have tell you, but its for your own good.

I wanted you to be good. Everytime Im buying something or looking at some stuffs,

I will think about you. Whether you want it or not. Coz I know you can't get it yourself.

You may think that Im the one who's being sensitive and thinking too much.

But trust me, we all felt the change in you.

Sigh. Well, maybe you think spending time talking to me is a waste of time.

Its okay. I understand. I will bear the pain for now. And let it go slowly.

I miss talking to you.

It hurts a lot when you texted someone with hope and didnt get any reply.

I guess you cant text back, coz of some reasons?

Hmm. Maybe he/she needs some time to be alone.

Its okay! I understand. As long as you're happy with it then I am.  :)

p.s. Two petite friends. Me love you. You know who you are. ;]