Looking at the ray of light through a piece of glass.

Phew. The weekdays are finally over and here comes the weekends. Loves. <3 Sigh, it's always suffering when we're in the second term. So much to study, so much to worry about. :'(  PMR.

Im not so ready for it. Not at all. Im just too lazy. Someone please motivate me. Im slacking like crazeh. Oh, I wanna watch Toy Story 3. Omg, Im not sure about tomorrow's plan. Urgh. Shiat. How! Its so late already! Shit shit shit. Ahh! How? Omg.

School wasn't bad. (:  Had a lil fun at least with my friends. Im sleepy this whole week, coz Im not used to sleeping early and not used to waking up early too. Wanna know what I did when I can't sleep? *evil laughs* I was watching porn everynight. =O HAH just joking. I was watching something but definitely not porn (im not as desperate as Jynhaur xD) im not as I was watching videos of SuperJunior! A post about it coming up. The history of SuperJunior and I. Not really history la, I mean how I liked them and all. Haha! :)

But but but, school today wasnt' really nice. A, because Im really sleepy. B, because some idiot made me dropped my tears unintentionally! So embarrasing. Stupid fella. Im not gonna tell the reason why I erhem, because it's just too embarrasing! And I have two very good buddies, Wow, their so damn good I tell you! They saw me erherm-ing, they came, wow, so caring, and then they kept asking what happened what happened?! They didn't tell both of my super good buddies what happened because they knew I wouldn't want them to know. And they just went off like and asked the other person involved why did I erhem. So kind of them, they came to me just to know what happened and go to the judging business. So good la both of them. They're friends of the year! Woo! *claps* All they did was stare at me with the, you're so weak kind of look. They didn't even smile or whatsoever. All they want were to know what happened.  =) I love you two! But too bad, I have better people to care than you two. Sorry. (It's not that Im sensitive about small matters like these, but it's a lil too disappointing don't ya think? Stand in my point of view and imagine if it's you. Wow, it rhymes. ;P)

I felt so much better with Sinyen, Julianne, Maxine & Michelle with me, for me. <3 Thank you! <3

Then Sinyen, Julianne & I went mamak after 1pm coz we were supposed to have a BM ceramah thingy. Damn syok lor, on the way there and all. Haha! And then when we were back, the teachers told us that the fella who was supposed to come couldn't make it. GREAT! We all cheered like mad. Some jumping and clapping, too desperate to go home. x)  Then Puan Faridah took over the thing for our KH documents. Damn shitty man! I cancelled my guitar class coz of that. Sigh.

Alright, that's all for this post. Im getting tired already. And ..... HAHA!

Goodnight, Sleep well.

ps. I've been trying to be good. I've tried so hard but now I've had enough. It's time to face the fact that they're heartless buddies and it'll never make a difference no matter how much I give. Its reality. Face the world.