Why.

How come you act like this, like you don't care at all?
It's not supposed to feel this way, 
I need you I need you, more and more each day.
It's not supposed to hurt this way,
I need you I need you, more and more each day.


Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?


I guess I predicted the wrong stuff. And everything's so fucked up now.
I care about it a lot because I care about you.

Ding ding.

I just got another shock of my life. Its bigger! Haha. :)

Sigh. I don't know whether what I heard about your feelings towards was true or not. I have mixed feelings everytime I see you. Whether or not to be happy? Guess I'll just go with the flow. <3

Goodnight.

I haven't 'DONE' yet.

Is it really that hard to use a  =) after what you said? Does it takes a long time to type a smiley?

Is it really necessary for you to sound so pissed?

You can make someone's day better. It's just whther you want it or not.

I think Bye. =)  is very much better than Bye.

Humans make assumptions. Everyone does. C'mon, don't tell me you didn't simply assume stuff before.

It's something very normal. We're all humans. But keep those assumptions to yourself until you find out what really happened. Else, don't simply make up stories. Hm, i think making up stories' also another natural 'thing' in human when she/he is trying to hide the truth.

+ I don't understand why people wanna lie about their background. So what if you're not going overseas this year? Do you really think that your friends are your friend just because you're rich?! If you really think it that way then they aren't really the friend you need. Rite?

We love you. Not your money or how many countries you've went, how many gadgets you have, even whether or not if you've caught the latest movies. Do always keep that in mind.

=)

Dizzy in my head.

I feel better just now after crying with my parents. They were so cute. Trying to comfort me. And then both of them were preparing breakfast for me. My dad making chicken floss sandwich and my mum putting those banana cakes in the container. How I wish we'd more time like this? I feel so loved all of a sudden and realized how important my family are to me. I know it's my fault. And I apologized. Im sorry about it, I know Im kinda rude just now. I regretted. I should have talk properly. Alright, it's over. I tear a lil when I saw the comment. It's very normal but I just feel so...ah I don't know how to explain.

I have 'lisan' tomorrow. Fck. Im trying to memorize the whole damn karangan now. It's in BM. Ohmygawd.
Wish me luck.

Goodnight.

I thought you'll make me feel better.

Please be more understanding. Im tired. I don't have the mood to talk. What did you say when you came in my room? You straight away condemn me la. How do you expect me to put on a smile and talk to you?! I don't think anyone can put up to this situation. And you asked me questions that I don't know how to answer. Eg. Why did the internet connection break down in the afternoon? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW? IM IN SCHOOL! And nothing happened when I use it. And you friggin expect me to give you an answer. All I said was 'HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW?' And you got so pissed and walked out of the room. Hey, did I do anything wrong! + Im replying comments on facebook, how am I supposed to keep track on both things at once. OMG! I FEEL SO FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW! Im already stressing about my studies and yeah thanks to you, you made me feel worse.

I FEEL LIKE A TOTAL IDIOTIC BRAT NOW.

I hate to argue with you.

Im just too tired.

Stop chewing those tissues bitch!

Don't worry. Im not pissed at anyone (but my friend is! and Im thinking of a solution to make her chill.) The title is about a bitch, literally a BITCH. Haha. I guess you probably know which creature Im talking about. *laughs* The ever-cute Poodie Low! LOL. I learnt a new song on guitar last Friday. Its my first classical song! :) All pluckies no strummies. Woooo~ I think I'll post up a video on the day I can play the song like a pro (though its a really easyyy song.)

I don't know why. I have this feeling this whole friggin month. Im tired, exhausted. It's like I have all the time in the world but I just can't do anything with it. I really really wanna study! People around me are studying like mad pigs! (the word mad pigs just came to my mind when I think of my classmates. xD) Im always too tired to study and giving myself excuses. I don't know whether this is an excuse or not. Im sick this month. (I don't think it is?) All I need is to be healthy again and be one of the mad pigs as well. :) (eh, i actually like the word mad pig.) I'll talk about my Tuesday since it's Tuesday today.  

What I do every Tuesday?

I come home after school, I'll eat with my dad. He'll go out after that and then I'll walk around the house doing nothing. After that, I'll come to my room and play with Poodie or online for a while. Then, I'll feel all heavy and tired and sleepy and I'll say to myself  'okay, 30minutes. i must wake up after that and shower.' But! 30minutes always become 2hours! OMFG. Im always angry at myself when I overslept. Okay nevermind. I opened my eyes and rolled on my bed. After rolling, I'll get up and shower and I'll say to myself  'after showering I'll study. yes!' And wtf! After showering, I'll think of tv programmes, and I'll say to myself  'I think it's okay to watch tv today because I've maths homework (and you know maths work no need to really focus especially the chapter we're in now, trigonometry) so I'll just watch and do my work and then I'll study after this tv show' OKAY FINE. I'll really finish the work while watching tv. After watching tv, I still have like about one and a half hour to my bedtime. And you know what I'll do, I'll say to myself  'okay, i'll watch some videos on youtube then study or revise what teacher taught in school today.' AND FCK. I'll just turn off the lights, and hop to my bed. And I'll regret the next day I wake up. I need motivation.

So yeah. Thats what I do and think everyday. :) *thumbs up* My results ain't really bad. But I know I can do much better if I put in some effort. Im trying to start my friggin engine.

Im gonna cry. =O Bye. 

(just kidding. heeee. =D)

And all I did was HIDE not HI!

Hey there! Szeyie here. ;)  I'd a greaaat day, how bout' yours? + No assembly, more than a great day! Nearly a perfect one! I went to tuition just now without Sinyen, she's sick. Get well soon Buddy! <3

I did something gross in tuition just now, it's something humiliating as well. You guys probably will think of me in a friggin bad way if I said this out. Omg, it's time to confess!

I ate durian at home just now.....and and....and and....and....I BURPED softly IN THE CLASS!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. Damn geli rite. All of them was like, 'walao! why got durian smell one!'

Stupid la. Damn palia. I'll never eat durian anymore if Im going anywhere after that! I kept quiet only. It's super embarrassing if I tell them it was me. So I sincerely apologize to each and everyone of you that smelled that digusting gas of mine. :(  they don't read my blog. Oh well. HAHA! :)

I finished my work so fast during maths (show off. xD) and the teacher didn't bring extra worksheet for me, so I was actually dreaming in 3/4 of the class. WTF rite? Should have brought my school work or something. Time wasted! Tsk tsk tsk.

So yeah, school tomorrow! YEEHAW!

Im so excited to hit the sack now because I downloaded new songs. :) Gonna sleep with 'em tonight. 

<3 xoxo.

Sleep well people.

It's someone's Birthday!

Obviously KIKO! :) Currently the coolest guy in form3! 

Opps, no offence to the others. :P

*picture from facebook.

HAPBIRTHKIKO!

It's our way of saying happy birthday.

You alway have this 'unhappy' face with you no matter how hard you try to smile.

It's always hard to tell whether the thing you're saying is true or not

coz most of the time, you'll be kidding with the serious look. =O

You're always fooling around with hot&cold jokes. You're a very supportive friend.

You've grown so much already! You're so different now.

You used to be the 'cute chubby boy' but now you're the 'cool macho guy'.

Wow, have seen the difference? :)

I still think you're still cute in some way. Haha!

I LOVE YOU KIKO!

He's my classmate and of course my Friends4alifetime.

Hope you like the Quiksilver wallet we gave you. ♥

We've gotta find other ways.

'Pictures perfect memories scattered all around the floor.'

'You're the only exception.'

'I wanna be a billionaire so friggin bad.'

'And you're the one I wanna marry.'

'I could really use a wish right now.'

Despicable Me. :)

Ah, I've been slacking as always. *cries*

Haha! I woke up real early today and went to the market with my parents.

Moments. ♥

And after I got home, I was infront the computer screen till now. 

GREAT WORK! KEEP IT UP YO!

(sense the sarcasm)

Im going out now. Oh, I like Kenny Rogers but none of my friends like to eat there. :(

Catching a 3D show in the cinema. Wish me luck. (for what? -.-)

Toodles~

Undo. Redo. Undo. Redo.

I just got a shock of my life!

FARK.

Im so happy now.

*screams*

♥

We're meant to be the perfect two.

*taken on 17th. of course not today. don't have the friggin mood.

Ola people. Im feeling so friggin absolutely confirm 100% sick now. :(  Im having SERIOUS headache now. Someone please do something. It feels like as if today's the end of the world, I don't wanna live anymore. This damn headache is killing me! 

This morning I woke up, feeling the the world's turning and my bed's shaking, everything seems so unreal. I'd a horrible dream last night and I didn't sleep well. It was like, I was shivering, the bed's gonna drop anytime, I felt so sick, I wanna call my dad and mom, I could hear them talking outside, I really wanna shout, but nothing came out, I didn't have the strength to stand and go to their room. Ouch, i felt terrible! Then I fell from my bed, and urgh, I don't know. Stupid stupid dream.

OMG! SERIOUSLY! I SO FUCKING WANNA SQUEEZE MY FRIGGIN BRAIN OUT!

I felt okay in school, so hyper and all, then I started screaming in the class and jumping and playing, turning around on the floor causing the dirt on my shirt. And then the pain came, till now! 

@%^#$**!%&^#%^&!

I slept since 2 till 4pm. But it's still PAIN! It's friggin annoying!

I can't study. I can't do anything. Wasting time infront of the comp. Feel so fcuking lifeless now. WALAO! 

Back to texas.

Im watching SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!
I changed my BLOGSKIN. :)

YEEHEE!

Eenie Meenie.

*taken on wednesday. formal aite? ;)

I didn't wear that out to tuition or what la. I went to some place. ;) Haha! Alright! How's my week?

My sister once told me that post like a dead fella's blogging style wasn't nice at all.

Meaning, she feels that post like telling people what I do directly isn't nice.

eg, i did my homework just now. then i went to bed coz i wasn't feeling well. watched tv after that. dead.

Haha! Something like that. Got what I mean?

She likes it when I blog with my 'feelings'. Haha! And funny stuff. :)

I had a pretty fun week. <3 So happy can die.

Actually not much of a good news Im saying, but hmm, Im just feeling blossomly awesome. 

Man, I have no idea why. Haha! :D

I bought a new PSP memory card. It's burning my purse, I can see FLAME! =O

I bought earphones. I can see a HOLE! My money's flowing out like crazeh!

RM300++ fuh, gone. Haha! I bought my crocs, correction, my dad bought me crocs. AHAH! :)

Oh, we'd Maths&Science Day today. The dissecting part was nice. Haha!

There's some drama just now, literally drama. But everything's okay now. Nope, Im not involved.

But I've seen them smiling together just now after school, so phew~ Everyone's happy. :)

I feel so uncomfortable now, So sick. Actually I was feeling okay until just now!

Urgh! I went to my guitar class, still feeling fresh and hyper. I reached around 3.20pm and my class was supposed to start at 3.30pm and was supposed to end at 4pm. I waited in the room, doing nothing, dreaming inside until 3.45pm! OMGOSH! The teacher's late for 15minutes and there's only 15minutes left for the class.

I'd extend the class if I hadn't asked my sister to eat roti bakar with me after the guitar class. Boo.

Was a bit pissed but I got over it after a while. But but but! I was dying inside! You know why!

He smelled like a rotten smoker! :(  And I was starting to feel dizzy until now. Im having headache.

You can see that sick-face in the picture.

Alright people. Im going to watch 100% Entertainment now, and Fridays' the only day of the week I can watch. It's a must to watch. Haha! Sigh. After TV, bed. Then SCHOOL TOMORROW!

*crying inside*

BUH!

OHHHH NO!

*SCREAMS*

I lost the friggin piano examination book. :(( Lucky Winnieko has. But still URGH SHIT!

And my theory workbook. Where is it!

Its never too late to apologize.

*picture taken before going to sherperdoo in Julianne's house. 

Haha, Yeah i know its weird about the whole picture info thing.

I just find it kinda fun to tell people where&when I took the picture. ;)

So since the the Ipod's broken! I got all so sad and blaming everything I could see or touch or think of, and suddenly, I came up with a brilliant idea. Yeah! I can use my PSP rite. Haha! Im just too smart or what? I told my dad that and he was like 'WOW, ultra smart la my daughter.' With his very super sarcastic accent. Yeah yeah. Im used to it. Haha! :) So Im currently transferring and downloading new MVs of some celebrities. <3  SUJU.

Before I reached home just now, I went to the clinic to have a LOOK at the doctor. Stare at him, playing the staring game. =O Nah, just kidding. Im SICK. Like for almost a week already, thanks to Sinyen. :) She was very sick on that particular day and was absent in school, but we went tuition together and I was so friggin near to her. So yay, Im sick. -.- It sucks! I thought I could loss some weight by getting sick, I was being stupid. I can't friggin taste a single thing these FOUR damn days! I couldn't taste the friggin pancake in PHOP. But the best part of getting sick is....you could go and see the doctor and *jengjeng* THE MEDICINE! Omg I friggin love cough syrup! :)))  I told the doctor to give me all in liquid form. Yumm~

Alright. Its just a short update to keep my blog alive. Oh! Im gonna come up with a very nice header....one day.....and I'll re-design my blogskin. ;) Wait for it! 

I love you readers! 

XOXO.

Ahh.

Im back from Sherperdoooo. And and about the truth just now, I was just joking. I wish everyone there understand. It's nothing like that! Haha! ;)

Took lots of pictures.

Will post up the pictures when Im free.

Goodnight.

ps : i miss you. :)

Whiteeee.

Ahh, aren't 'ME' cute? Haha! The before-sneezing face.

I was reading my older post just now. And owh, So many things came into my mind. Haha!

Yeah, Im too free. ;)

So far, this week's totally cool. Everyone's totally happy, everyone's definitely smiling. (:

And so am I. 

Im so fcuking busy with the things in my room now. The furnitures came in! WOW!

;)  So happppy. I'd a MUCH bigger closet now. YES! And also, a bigger mirror. YES!

Everything in my room now's pink and white. Except this computer table, we haven't found the right one.

My dad was so pissed just now, and i was like secretly put my hand on the keyboard to reply Sinyen coz she can online for a while only. Then when he looked I was pretending I didn't do anything. Haha!

Nothing much to blog about today. 

(actually there's a lot to blog about, but i just can't find the time to do it)

Super excited about tomorrow's plan. 

Morning - evening with Julianne & Sinyen in 1U.

Evening - midnight with FORM 3S! ;) 

It's all about Julianne tomorrow. <3

Goodnight people. Sleep well.

Wow wow Holy Kissing Clown. =O

Oh, Is it a special day today for you and I?

Yes? No? Wait, Shit? Did I forget something really important?

Like seriously can some please remind me what's the date today?

Oh, did I see a pair of familiar eyes?

Is she a friend of mine. Oh yeah! She's Julianne! I can recognise her. ;)

So what is it now? Whats with Julianne?

'Whats the date today?'

ITS 14TH OF JULY MAAAN!

Really? Whats wrong with 14th of July?

*credits to wenxin.

It's her BIRTHDAY. 

*cheeeers*

Omgosh, I think Im in love with her....since when I was 6?

She's always the most generous one among all the girls in school. She's kind-hearted and say no more.

This girl has STYLE. ;)

*1st picture, I dont know how old it was, 2nd and 3rd was around November 2007. 

She-is-list :

• cute
• petite
•  pretty
• sweet
• beautiful
• HOT!

*pictures taken this year, she herself camwhored, anyway credits to Julianne! :)

We've gone through so much together and Im sure minor arguments sometimes will never paste a fullstop in our friendship. (: 

*picture taken when we were in form1, i like her hairstyle that time, her emo style back then. ;)

I sent a message to her last night after 12midnight.

I guess it'll just be a lil secret between Julianne and I. ;P

*picture from facebook. credits to the photographer. :)

She always has the Korean Style in her. Her hairstyle, the way she dresses. =)

*picture taken two years back which was 2008.

The surprise :

We gave her a small surprise today in school, I can't afford to buy the whole Secret Recipe cake and I know that she's on a healthy diet (which Im sure she won't eat 'fattening' stuff)  And 100% she's not gonna eat the whole damn cake. I bought a slice instead. And then this morning, I asked Sinyen to bring Julianne to the toilet, and Sinyen was like 'Szeyie do you wanna go to the toilet?' I was like 'Huh? No.' Showing the pissed face to make Julianne feel we aren't happy on her birthday.  And I took the opportunity to tell the whole class to stay for a while before breaktime. Then she came back. Skip skip skip, ok it's time for break! I was so excited about it. So I pretended to find for my purse in the bag. 'Oh SHIT! Where's my purse? Shit shit shit! Sinyen, Ju you all go pee first la, later come and find me! Shit shit shit' I was smiling and Kiko, Michelle, Waimun, WinnieSay, WinnieKo and the rest were like walking around in the class, talking and Julianne didn't really notice, LUCKY. And then she went out, All of us were like quick quick, where's the cake. When I opened the box, the cake has already melted abit but it was still in shape. Then I quickly put on the candle and the Birthday tag and then we all stood in the door, after a few minutes, Sinyen and Julianne was walking towards the class, and Sinyen was talking Julianne outside the class. We were all like 'OMG, Sinyen! She should come in' Actually she was acting too, coz we normally don't go in to the class while we're waiting for someone, after like few seconds, Julianne opened the door and then we went all 'Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Julianne, Happy birthday to you!' I think she almost cried and she was really surprised. (:  She couldn't blow the candle. HAHA! She was touched. Im glad she was happy about it. It's just a small surprise but it's the thought that counts. 

*1st picture - December 2007, 2nd picture - 2009.

*picture taken last year's July 2009.

We're celebrating with her properly this Saturday. ;) I will surely bring my camera. So...PICHAS.

Oh oh, And we're getting her a real present this Saturday. Im excited about it, though Im not the one who's getting it. Im excited about paying for it? Haha! In either ways, when people around me :) I will definitely :) too. 

Once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIANNE. ♥

Need not to say more, action speaks louder than words, and I know we both love each other. 

(A)(W)

ps. know what? lemme tell you a lil secret, she's the hottest friend I have. ;)

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again.

Centro Run! I went this morning! It's my very first Marathon Race. (:

Woke up around 5.45am. HAH! Was really excited about it.

Reached there around 6.30am? Muntat came down to meet up with the people.

KuanJon, Kartigan, Michelle and Azam was there already. Haha!

We all went to the toilet and off KuanJon's dont-know-which-category run started.

Michelle, Ratu and Muntat ran first leaving us behind, and I think they got the medal. Omg! Pro people.

Kartigan, Victor, Chaylee, Kiko, WinnieKo and I were behind. We jogged and walked.

At the end of the race, Kiko, WinnieKo and I were far behind ChayLee, Victor and Kartigan. Haha!

We were talking, enjoying our 'moments' together talking about marriage and all. LMAO.

And we suddenly talked about Taiwanese slang.

We say CHEESE but they say CHEESE-SHI.

After the 6km! We saw Ah Lian! I wanted to take a picture with him, to show how short he is and of course he I think he puts on weight already, HAHA! So WinnieKo was like 'OK! 1 2 3, CHEESE-SHI!'

Cheese-shi actually means 去死 in mandarin, which mean, go and die! (:

So we were all laughing at this lame shit. HAHA! We talked about quite alot of stuff. And I've forgotten everything already. Tsk!

I straight away walked to my dad's car without hesitation, and shit! I forgot the goodies bag! Haha!

Everyone has rite? Ah, nevermind, and the cert. Yoooh! Suck la. Kiko then lied to them that I fainted. Haha! I need to go home early to go for a second round outdoor activities! ;)

Our group! Wow! I have more pictures, but my sis asked me to keep first, haha, don't know what she's up to. I think she wants to make a video or something. Anyway, I reached home around 8.30am, by right, I should be there already! I showered as fast as possible! Washed my hair and stuff, and reached there around 9am. Pheeee-wew. It was exhausting! But I had lots of fun there! Lucky I went.

Everyone. Haha! Too bad Bernice didn't join and some others! They should have join. The activities were awesome and so are the my team-mates. *winks*

After everything, lunch and all with everyone and a video of us having fun, I followed my sis to Jenjarom coz she has to fetch some of 'em home. I love to sit in the car and dream. ;)  So yeah, it's one of the way to make me happy when Im moody. I've never told anyone, but now Im telling everyone! :D

Alright, mostly about today. I still have some pictures in my camera. I guess I'll post it up someday. Haha! (:

Goodnight.

ps. watch or watch not? haha! dilemma. 

Yo people!

Im back from the centro run. Omg! Song! I've changed my blogskin. Preparing to go out again. Toodles! =))

OH PEOPLE! DON'T FORGET TO LINK MY TUMBLR. I APPRECIATE IT. (:

Pretty sweet sugar.

Hello people. It has been a week since I last update my blog. :)
I created a new blog in tumblr. Wooo! Since Sinyen and Julianne created one, plus Sinyen asked me to create one, I decided to have one! But I will still update my blog in blogger. :)

So here's my tumblr. CLICK.
Im gonna link Julianne's tumblr and Sinyen's tumblr later.
Michelle created one too. Click.

I know I look retarded. Haha! I just love the way it is. :) I actually like to see people's retarded expression. =OO

Alright enough of that.

Something humiliating happened last night!

I was out with my sis to mamak. We both were eating and talking as usual. We were there for roughly around 2 hours? Coz we've been busy these few days and we hardly talk or even meet so, we had so much to discuss about. Then my sis asked me to wait for the tapaos and she went to the counter to pay. The tapaos came and so I approached her. Then the counter fella said 16ringgit. My sis took out her purse and she said 'oh shit! where's my money! I only have 5bucks!' Both of us were like OMG! Hahaha! Then the counter fella were like 'Erm, nevermind, you all go count first' Omg. Then my sis called her husband! Hahaha! And then we waited for him, non-stop laughing. My sis' really blur ever since her Vietnam trip. Haha! There's a reason behind it. Heeeeh.

Do I look thin in this picture? Definitely thinner than now!

Im seriously like a friggin fat pig now. Like a giant! People around me say Im fatter already.

Case #1

I was walking infront of my dad on the way to tuition. I was walking fast, he was behind me. And then he said, 'hmm, you remind me of someone!' 'who who?' 'OH! The **** la!' I think I shouldn't type out the fella's name, but fyi, that fella's fat. :) 

Case #2

I went to the tuition. I skipped the class for like 2 weeks already. Then she saw me and said 'hmm, put on weight?'

Case #3

I was at home, I took off my shirt, I was wearing singlet inside. And so, my maid was in my room too. I took off the shirt and handed it to her. And then she looked at me and said 'gemuk sekali.'

Case #4

Report card day in school. My mum and dad came. I was standing infront of my dad. He put his hand inside my pocket and said 'i remember last year when you wore this, it wasn't that tight.'

Case #5

I went out for dinner with my sis and all. And then she said 'you seriously put on weight already.'

*SCREAMS*

Im in love with this novel now. And so it inspired me to take a picture. I know I know, not really same, Im not that professional yet. I didn't put on makeup. The eyes and lips were all edited in photoshop. Airbrush makeup. ;)

Memoirs of a Geisha - Memoirs of a Gaysha.

A novel by Arthur Golden - A novel by Arthor Goldon.

Now a major motion picture - Not a major motion picture.

Haha! :)

I wanted to post this picture of Poodie, and now I finally had a chance. Haha! Look! She hugs at that soft toy everynight when she sleeps, and that soft toy's name is Rushy. Poodie&Rushy. I actually name all my soft toys. :) Adorable much.

My baby. <3

Have to wake up real early tomorrow! Marathon! :)))

Im sure we'll have lots of fun!

My mood's good when people around me are happy. So now they're all happy and so am I.

Toodles.

ps. oh if there's something wrong to my blog. its ok, coz i think i might be changing my blogskin. :)

I don't need you to survive, so stop it bitch.

This is my facebook profile picture. :)  But it only one of 'em. Alright nevermind. I had fun today like crazeh! Though Im really tired around the afternoon but Im still glad I went! :)  Feels great. Met new friends, got close with many many people. Everyone's happy Im happy. It's much better than the senario in school. =/  Bleeh. What? Im saying the truth. Haha! :D Guess what, I bumped into Ho Chun Kiat just now, yesterday was his sis, now him. I learned how to clean Taugeh properly, and chop stuff correctly. I learned how to make fried Pohpiah and fried kuih pumpkin. I've learned soo much today. Hell lot of 'em! I used a mop to clean the floor.   *screams* Haha! I learned how to laugh non-stop. (meaning everything's so nice & fun & perfectly perfect that you couldn't stop smiling) I have soooo many awesome rocking people around me! Why should I care about those who doesn't even wanna give a shit when Im good to 'em? Oh well. They're just stupid, showing off all the time. Oh, I think Im indirectly saying someone who is on my mind now, am i? Haha. Alright.

I actually think my blog is getting more interesting? Or maybe coz i can feel the pleasure (sounds wrong eh) when i blog about stuff that i love? Even though I think my blog's more interesting but no one seems to care leaving a message in my tagboard. Haha. Alright. I'll just think the positive way...which means...MUAHAHA! Opps. ;)

I'd a lot of fun talking to Bernice today. And some of them. There's this friend of ours. Here's our conversation.

Me : So whats your full name?

Her : Vivian.

Me : Nonono, I mean your full name with sir name one.

Her : Huh? Vivian.

Bernice&I : Nonono, Like LowSzeYie like that.

Her : Yeah! Tan Vivian!

HAHAHA! LMAO. x)

Me : Which school are you in?

Him : Erm, you know Star? You know La Salle? You know Dato *something*?

Me : What? You've been to so many schools?

Him : Nope, Im currently in Ampuan (I think so). You know which school?

Me : Then why are you asking me about La Salle and all.

Him : Because it's near to my school, So i thought you'll be more clear when I tell you which school Im in.

Me : Whaaat the. Haha!

Friggin LAME. I just randomly chose some school names because I've forgotten which school he said just now. Haha. He was mumbling about some random schools nearby his school. Damn funny!

Him : So which school are you in?

Me : You know Kwang Hua?

Him : Ohh, you're from Kwang Hua?

Me : Nope, Kwang Hua's near to my school.

Him :  -.-

HAHA!

Getting my CROCS later. <3

Dear. Dearest. Germany.

I helped out in the kitchen today with Bernice and others. WOW! Staying in the kitchen's really fun! Way more than what I expected babeh. (Im watching football now with my parents, so I might be a lil hyper) My parents are really hyper now also! HAHA! Oh gosh. 

Germany's so gonna win. Rite Sinyen Rite Kimberly? Yay! Booo you Michelle! ;P

Back to the story. Wait, my picture's a lil fake la. This is what happens when you take a  picture using your webcam and then add a layer of cross process effect. Tsk tsk tsk. Anyway, I kinda like it. HAHA!

Alright, So today I went there and helped out. It was so bored at first coz we'd nothing to do. And then after that! We have to prepare dishes. Wow! Song man! Bernice lovessss to chop stuff. Haha! And then I realised something there, I actually like moles. =/  Seriously, they said Im weird. And you know what kind of makeup I like? The pale one. ;) I just loveeee looking at people when they're pale! Cool much.

Oh! I Bumped Ho Yee Ling. She was in Acmar before. And people always say we look alike. Till now. O_O Just now someone told me 'I saw someone that look like you' 'Omg! I think I know who!' Haha! Coincidence. :)

So after preparing those dishes. We have to serve it before those people came down. So each of us took two  plates out and then there's this guy, kinda ah beng la. He was behind me. Then his friend was behind him saying something that's funny I supposed. I wasn't laughing coz I wasn't paying attention on him. Then he said 'the front girl stop laughing' I ignored him. Then he said again. Then I turned around and do the -.- face. He then said 'stop laughing ar'. 'Since when I laugh?' 'Wow! You look so mature, I didn't know you're cute. You sound so cute. Kawaii~' I was like OMG WTH? Fark man. I told Bernice, she said I sound normal. Seriously, cari pasal la people like him. Maybe when he said that to some other girls, they'll be happy, but it didn't work on me. I actually feel digusted bout' what he said.

After dinner, we all washed plates. The kind of few pails kind of washing. Get what I mean. Like first round clear water, then second round with soap and all. You can imagine rite? Alright. I want to say that...it was....FUN! A great experience. Lucky thing it's all vegetarian. Else it'll be really gross. It was tiring coz we'd to bend a lil but it's worth the price. <3 Seriously damn song. I'll go and wash plates next time if I have another chance. And then there's this small girl, she was locked in the toilet. And then someone heard Mummy Mummy! And they rescued her. Omg, she looked so calm at first but once she saw her mum (her mum was washing plates with us) She came and hugged her then cried. Touching moment. :)  She's sooo cute! Everyone calls her Supergirl after that, for being brave. Haha!

Oh and shit mah maid! You know what she said! I took off my shirt coz I want her to wash it, I was wearing singlet inside. She fucking said 'gemuk sekali kamu' I said BLABLABLA to her. Everyone said I put on weight including my dad. I put on a whole heap of weight. Parker.

I called my parents once I reached home around 9pm. 'Faster come home la! We're watching football together rite!' Haha! They really came home. :P So glad they did. They both support Argentina, on the other hand, their daughter supports Germany! :)

Poodie too! <3

Thats all for this post. Toodles! :)

ps. I love my new facebook profile picture. Haha! Im getting kinda bored with  =) pictures. Time to change a lil. Actually I think my attitude's not suitable for pictures that's sweet. But I wanna look sweet. I wanna look crazy sometimes too. Alright, that's too much. Bye!

GERMANY SURE WIN! 0-3!