Don't worry. Im not pissed at anyone (but my friend is! and Im thinking of a solution to make her chill.) The title is about a bitch, literally a BITCH. Haha. I guess you probably know which creature Im talking about. *laughs* The ever-cute Poodie Low! LOL. I learnt a new song on guitar last Friday. Its my first classical song! :) All pluckies no strummies. Woooo~ I think I'll post up a video on the day I can play the song like a pro (though its a really easyyy song.)
I don't know why. I have this feeling this whole friggin month. Im tired, exhausted. It's like I have all the time in the world but I just can't do anything with it. I really really wanna study! People around me are studying like mad pigs! (the word mad pigs just came to my mind when I think of my classmates. xD) Im always too tired to study and giving myself excuses. I don't know whether this is an excuse or not. Im sick this month. (I don't think it is?) All I need is to be healthy again and be one of the mad pigs as well. :) (eh, i actually like the word mad pig.) I'll talk about my Tuesday since it's Tuesday today.
What I do every Tuesday?
I come home after school, I'll eat with my dad. He'll go out after that and then I'll walk around the house doing nothing. After that, I'll come to my room and play with Poodie or online for a while. Then, I'll feel all heavy and tired and sleepy and I'll say to myself 'okay, 30minutes. i must wake up after that and shower.' But! 30minutes always become 2hours! OMFG. Im always angry at myself when I overslept. Okay nevermind. I opened my eyes and rolled on my bed. After rolling, I'll get up and shower and I'll say to myself 'after showering I'll study. yes!' And wtf! After showering, I'll think of tv programmes, and I'll say to myself 'I think it's okay to watch tv today because I've maths homework (and you know maths work no need to really focus especially the chapter we're in now, trigonometry) so I'll just watch and do my work and then I'll study after this tv show' OKAY FINE. I'll really finish the work while watching tv. After watching tv, I still have like about one and a half hour to my bedtime. And you know what I'll do, I'll say to myself 'okay, i'll watch some videos on youtube then study or revise what teacher taught in school today.' AND FCK. I'll just turn off the lights, and hop to my bed. And I'll regret the next day I wake up. I need motivation.
So yeah. Thats what I do and think everyday. :) *thumbs up* My results ain't really bad. But I know I can do much better if I put in some effort. Im trying to start my friggin engine.
Im gonna cry. =O Bye.
(just kidding. heeee. =D)
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