新的一年！GREAT YEAR AHEAD!

Caution : Effing long post.

Hello! I'm not going tuition later cos my right eye's swollen, dabien, school starting already somemore do something like this to me. :O HAHA I haven't bought books! Not even prepared for school, haven't even check my school uniform all. Ah lazy, I'm not excited at all for school this year. YAWN. I usually buy my books effing early, write my name and wrap. I'm not even a tennie wee bit excited. 

Oh my god I just found out something! I woke up early today and went Karaoke with my sis. AND WE DID THE SAME THING ON THE SAME DAY LAST YEAR TOO! OMG here wth haha! I didn't even know! I wanted to see what was my 'new year resolution' last year and HAHA woo~ I think my sis and I should like have a deal and go karaoke every 30th of December! =D Surprised, coincidentally. x)

Took all these pictures 2 days ago while waiting in the car for my sis to buy her stuff. Alright, main point of the post today is, MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION FOR 2011! :O

1. No cutting fringe! Try not to cut my fringe, leave it long! (that's what I want for now, but maybe I'll change my mind, HAHA)

2. No cutting back hair. Leave it until it's same length. :D

3. Learn how to smile properly for the camera and also when I greet people. I tried practicing infront of the mirror before and remembered everything BUT when I need that smile, I'll just smile like a psycho without thinking. -.- [great chance to give the best smile award. goes to .... SINYENLIOW (idontknowher)]
4. Stop thinking so much every night before I sleep.
5. Have a new playlist! Omg, the songs that I have are all shits! Damn sien to hear the same thing again and again everynight! I get bored of a song after like 2, 3 days.
6. Stop wasting time on useless stuff, means stop sitting in front of the computer screen for so long!
7. Save money and stop spending so much! Omg. I'm spending way too much.
8. Be good to my family (as usual) and stop making unnecessary mistakes, eg. late for dates with family and making everyone wait. -.- happening now and then! OMG.
9. Study properly. HAHAHA I say that every year without fail! And never once did that. Please, I have to make it happen. :D
10. Hmm, what's the last one (limited myself with 10resolutions only, more than enough!) oh ya! I have to be real happy if I want others to be happy too. :) BE A BETTER PERSON! :D

Alright, my new year resolution for 2011 :D Check this out > here. It's a sum up of my year in 2009, wow, HAHA I didn't even know I wrote something like that? Hahaha alright, let me sum up my 2010 again, and read it next year and laugh my ass off again! XD Oh wait before that, if you've read that post, I think I need to strike out some resolutions I made last year! The first one, study for the coming pmr, HAHA it's OVER! Next, save money and buy stuff that I need only (puppy) HAHA I bought a puppy but not from my own saving, just strike it la. HAHA! :D The others cannot strike, cos I still need to improve every now and then. :)

2010, how?
(follow last year's style :p)

School : Hmm, actually I've forgotten all about what happened in school. HAHA I know right, it's just 2 months ago. School was pretty awesome for me, I guess? NOT SO AWESOME actually, cos ... there's a lot of homework and tuition classes (stupid pmr)! But it ended all so fast! I was the earliest among all my friends that reached school this year, and everyone was complaining about PMR but now it's OVER! It's so hard to believe! Oh my gosh! Shit, I feel so happy now, suddenly. :D I can see all my classmates (esp the guys) growing up! Growing tall and wearing their pants lower, more manly and more like a gentleman,I kept telling myself, look at how they've grown without realizing that I've grown together with them! HAHA! xD

Friendship : This year's friendship, I guess it was pretty cool. =) We all went through stuff together, bad and good together and I can definitely say that the bond between me and some friends has became stronger than before. :) It feels great to flash back all the good memories together, when everyone's smiling and laughing at lame jokes, ah good times. I'm sure it'll be better! =D I effing love my friends! They're all so awesome! I've known so many people this year, from young to OLD and I'm totally grateful about it! =) And about the bad times, to be frank, I totally forgot about it. I'm serious. For me, I personally think that, I'm pretty much a different friend now compared to last year. I learned something so important that I think everyone should have this attitude too! No harm stepping back! It'll just make things easier and the bond between your friendship would be better, what's so hard saying sorry? Or maybe smile? Or maybe be there for your friend, even you both are having conflicts? There's nothing wrong about talking first, right? I feel effing great if my friends are happy! :) And one thing, please please PLEASE remember that, it's all fate. How is that you're my friend and I'm yours? How is that, I met you out of so many people? How is that, we're best friends? It's funny if you really think about it. So please appreciate each and everyone around you. Really, appreciate before it's gone. Omg, shit I'm supposed to talk about my thing and now I'm advising, wtf. HAHA alright. Continue, all I can say is ... ♥ I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. :D


Love : Haha, okay, erm, what's about love? Nothing happened? HAHA okay *blush* PLEASE LA, HAHA I'm serious. Let me bocor a secret, my love life this year is AWESOME, I found myself ... love. A boyfriend, HAHAHAHA JUST KIDDING! Please, don't expect anything like that, Love = Friends&Family for now. :)


Family : Well, I pretty much feel that they think I've grown a lil more. :D I don't know what to say, I'm just FWORD okay la, fucking GRATEFUL to have them as my family. That day, before I sleep, I kept questioning myself, WHY AM I MY DAD'S/MUM'S DAUGHTER? WHY AM I MY SISTERS'/BROTHER'S SIBLINGS? Omg, can anyone answer me? NO because it's just the way it is! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, love your family! Appreciate them! Even sometimes, I feel really pissed when my parents or sisters or brother nag/scold me, but ... same thing, this second I'm pissed, next second I realized I LOVE THEM MORE! They're my everything. I'm really sensitive when it comes to family, I get really emotional when I talk about them, because I can't help thinking what am I without them. Seriously, I don't know how to describe my love towards them. The only time when I hate myself a lot is when I did something wrong and both my dad and mum is sad about it. IT'S THE TIME WHEN I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF! I hate myself everytime I do stuff that hurts my parents. I'm sincerely sorry, and yeah, so what if I made them sad? So what? They'll still forgive EVERY single time WITHOUT FAIL. (ok my mum just fed me kinder bueno, back to my dramatic story) REALLY! OMG, I feel like crying now. HAHA It's just fucking, YES FUCKING awesome you know. :) LOVE LOVE LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE! ♥ And yeah, I guess I didn't really upset them this year. Effing awesome!

Pets : Okay a new one. HAHA I feel right, that .. I'm not providing enough love for my dearest Poodie. *cries* Really. I treat her a lil different now compared to the first time I bought her. It's saddening! It's cos ... sigh I don't know. Too much distraction? I'm not being a very good mummy (whatever it is) to Poodie lately. :(  I'm sorry, baby. So sorry. Okay, I'm going to bring her up as soon as I finished blogging! :) Oh course, I still love her a lot. Like seriously too much and I'm so AFRAID that ... she'll leave me one day. SHE WILL but please ... sigh. And for my two other dogs, Feifei and Zhuzhu/Piglo (HAHA created it when I was small okay!) It's actually, Fei Zhu la if you combine both together. Feifei has been with me since I was std3 and I can feel that, he's going to leave soon, really, it's fucking sad to even think about it! Sigh sigh sigh. Can everything just stay like this FOREVER? ♥ :(  Piglo is still strong and healthy (and he wants to fuck poodie) HAHA Feifei is Zhuzhu's daddy. And they both are male. Okay end.

That's all, it's too long, if you read everything from top till here, thank you, I appreciate it A LOT. :) Some of my resolutions are really bopoint. That's all, TOODLES! ♥